Alrighty

as-salaamu `alaykom

I havent really been posting on here, i guess i got caught up with other things. But i just feel the need to make a post now. I lost my friendship with a very close and special person earlier tonight, and although i feel like just going on about it, i dont feel i can let out all my feelings at this point. kheyr inshaAllaah. I dont have anyone now, at all and its better this way inshaAllaah because there is no use getting attached to anyone in this life, everything ends, everyone leaves, only Allah will always be there. Maybe Allaah is testing me, with this past year. Allaahu alem. But alhamdulillah i have really learned a lot, and i think.. grown up quite a bit as well in the process.
Anyway, i feel like im waiting for something, i just dont know what that is. But inshaAllaah Jennah.
Ill start posting on here again inshaAllaah. I know only like 6 people read this, but i think i will try and figure out how to change the blog adress so that i can give it to only a couple..